xxscartissuexx (xxscartissuexx) wrote in joyofkissing,

Hey, I'm new to this community. I wanted to join because I thought some of these stories were just so sweet... I actually made a new journal so no one would see I joined here and read my story, because I don't want my friend's reading this.. hope that's alright... lol. I wanted to share my story of

I hope this story isn't so long that it bores any of you, I'm sorry if it does... lol. But anyways. The first paragraph isn't really anything, so you don't have to read it if you don't want to.

I've always liked this one guy since I first saw him, which was in 4th grade. I'm now 14 and a freshman in highschool (yeah, I'm young). He's two years older than me, and he's also my best friend's cousin. Weird, huh. I've never gotten to see him that much though, because he goes to a different school. We usually see eachother when I go over my friend's house when she's having a party or something. Well, last Halloween, she had a party. And we were there with 3 of my friend's, *him*, and his friend. One of my best friend's that was there is actually his ex, and she was all over him. It made me feel sort of uncomfortable.. a little jealous, too, so I thought to myself, "Wow.. I really need to tell him I like him, I can't take this anymore." So a few nights later I told him over IM (I'm lame.. I know.. haha). and I actually got a much better response from him than I thought I would. He asked me out a few nights later.


That weekend, my friend invited me over her house with *him*, and her boyfriend, which is *his* friend. Sorry, this is confusing, ahh! It was sort of strange, because I've never really gotten close to a guy like this before. And here I was, randomly going and sitting on his lap and stuff, lol. Well, they came up with the idea to start a bonfire outside in the backyard. It was huge.. We all sat in lawn chairs around it. (we were freezing, there was snow on the ground and everything). Suddenly, *he* got up and moved his chair to the other side of the fire. The fire was so big I couldn't even see him now. Then his friend asked, "He wants you to follow him, are you scared?" And I was REALLY nervous, I didn't tell him that though, and just went, "Haha.. no I'm not..." and moved my chair around the fire next to him. We just kind of sat next to eachother in silence, kinda playing footsy with eachother... And then we started hearing my friend giggling and laughing from the other side of the fire. It was REALLY awkward, since we couldn't see what they were doing, and didn't really want to know... He said, "You cold? Maybe we could walk around for a little bit." So we got up and started walking away from the fire. We stopped, and just sort of held eachother. He told me, "The stars are nice, huh?" And I said, yeah, they are.. and looked up. I could see him looking at me from the corner of his eye, it made me nervous, so I went back to hug him. I think he knew I was nervous, so he guided me back to the fire. We went inside to eat for a little while and played Halo on XBOX, then I saw *him* and his friend talking.. couldn't hear what they were saying though, but we ended up going back to the fire for another 7 more hours.

Some other stuff happened.. blah blah blah. And I don't know how, but me and him ended up standing and holding eachother next to the now almost-dead fire. My friend and her boyfriend were holding eachother a couple feet away. I had my eyes closed.. then I hear a "pssh". It was my friends boyfriend, he was trying to get my attention. I looked up at him, and he was mouthing me the words, "Go for it! Just go! Now!!" So I laughed a little.. *He* wanted to know what I was laughing at, and I said nothing... lol. *He* pushed me away from him, smiled at me, and hugged me back. I knew what this meant.. It's gonna happen soon. He kissed my neck, I kissed his cheek, and all the while I'm thinking "holy crap holy crap holy crap!!" And then it just happened. It felt so natural. It was beautiful. They had to leave a few hours later, and I spent the night there.

And yeah.. that's it... Hope you enjoyed reading my crap, lol.

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